I wonder if anyone has ever felt as slave to its creativity. I have been feeling a strong duality between what I want and what I do. But I have found what I do fascinating and powerful and driving in spite of all the self-creating misery that arises from it.
Although I am aware that I am developing a fundamentally wrong project (i.e. the proposal deals with a plot rather than a series of unused spaces which are available on site) I have realised that this architectural object, this new addition could be incredibly exicintg, and in fact beneficial in some ways to the community, (i.e. not all that produces is wrong ).
It is difficult to survive, or to have a life, as some of my class mate say, when you are so absorbed by a set of abstractions, or ideas. But this vibrancy that lays within cannot be dociliced or toned down.
I have to quotes here which I believe describe the situation:
"once the mouse realises he is in a trap, he never stops trembling".-Laurie Anderson
"what you resist persists".-Bjork
Both deal with this idea of inevitability; the mouse cant stop trembling, he either stays within society or flees away.
Maybe about desire, something you are holding back keeps you wanting it, or coming back to it. And this when coupled to imagination could really make for a big post here where we talk about limits
"where are the limits?".-Marina Abramovic
This is a question that has always resonated with me. It is important here that we draw line. That thee-dimensional box that keeps us in a trap, a space of resonance with the following vibration. You might wonder about the reach of this echoing waves, and I believe they are the will of the hand autotuned with the vibration of the spirit.
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