Yes we know writing is pedagogic...

I didn't want to reason today. I wanted the sound to penetrate my skin like the love of your eyes.

Funny you write about  feeling. How can you conceptualize a feeling. Or appropriate touch?

I know, this is deemed to fail.

Maybe you post some mechanically recorded performance to evoke a feeling? maybe it was well captured? Maybe that would do?

I have been waiting to experience this for a long time. Instead I am writing about this.
Its easy to write in my innocuous blog about it. Its sealed and contains no contingency. Maybe they switch off the serves to prevent me from propagating my radical thoughts/imagery?

Yes, you are trying to experience the immeasurable by measuring it, with words. You are ready to fail.
Are you scared to feel? or to fail? or both?
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I am scared of rejection. I am scared of what other people might think. I know life goes fast. I can't wait until is late. I want to experience all that I lost in infancy trough isolation.

So now is infancy who is guilty of your reality? Again this is getting too conceptual. Can you keep it simple? Can you go out the window; feel the air?

“What can we do to help you feel better?”

Kota Ezawa

alter-globalisation

Everyone knows we never hold the "truth"; instead is this wind that passes through out throats...

James Rigler

Kazuo Shinohara

Michaël Sellam   Black Metal Forever

I feel that the relationship we have with nature needs to be reconsidered.

Im aware that by saying this, I draw a line between nature and us, which is probably not a real distance. But I do feel that the idea of nature cannot be this grand thing we contemplate and adorn with.

We need to start understanding nature and use it for our survival. Physical materials, perhaps, will always exist, which means we are not so much worried about certain resources like petrol, or trees specifically, and we therefore acknowledge in terror that their depletion is close, and therefore we freeze and we stop consuming... Contrary to this, consumption needs to be reasonable, wether we have plenty or not of resources.

Things always transform, and perhaps, like energy, it never gets lost. So the question here might be: how do we transform our environment for our survival?

Nature needs to serve our purpose and therefore, we need to understand how we relate to it, how we are part of a cycle that might constitute survival, and in the process of new modifications how they modify existing processes and their position within existing macrostructures, which might result in a problem with the macro; the micro-problems are embedded in a larger scale process of microprocesses; this large scale of processes constitutes a new level of microprocesses which forms a larger process...so on and so forth.

Questions before entering this enterprise might be related to
(1)- do we conceive the world as an ineligible (non)substance?
(2)- if so, how far can knowledge go?

(3)- can life as we know it be sustained; i.e. become sustainable as a species?

Mass production meets spitituality// asepctic // environmental concerns;

an all-round product in itself... 

Amilia asked me yesterday: who is your building for? who is going to occupy it? what is their life like?

And I felt completely shocked by this question. I felt I didn't know my user properly, and that I was making too many assumptions.

How do I get to know my users?

How do I process this information?

Which are the strategies for their inclusion?

What do you do when you feel like you want to retrieve from the world, when you need some time to think...

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Intuitive judgments of preservation projects; not super proud but good to trigger conversation...

-Preservation; 

                     to me differs from conservation:
preservation deals with the creation of the historic object and its maintenance.
Preservation deals with the object in two ways:

                                     (a) it casts the found object as found (dignification)

                                    (b) it interprets history and reenacts its "original" condition 

-Conservation;

                       to me, conservation has economic connotations, as TheFreeDictionary defines; 1.b.To use carefully or sparingly, avoiding waste or 3.To economize. Conservation deals with something that has to be kept because we might run out of it soon or because it happens to be useful not necessarily now, but in the future: 

-shall I throw the cardborad boxes?  

-Keep them in case we move out soon...

Here the object is kept but by no means dignified. It is left as found.

Beyond the architectural object...

What ever that happened to architectural speculation...

...The remission of desire, in the form of memories, it appears to us as something romanticised..a moment of intense empathy and "naturality"...what we long for appears to us as an artificial construct of something ungraspable...desire morphs into images and feelings that don't necessarily match what we need or look for?

     

com·mod·i·ty  

n. pl. com·mod·i·ties

1. Something useful that can be turned to commercial or other advantage.

2. An article of trade or commerce, especially an agricultural or mining product that can be processed and resold.

3. Advantage; benefit.

4. Obsolete A quantity of goods.

ex·is·ten·tial·ism  

n.

A philosophy that emphasizes the uniqueness and isolation of the individual experience in a hostile or indifferent universe, regards human existence as unexplainable, and stresses freedom of choice and responsibility for the consequences of one's acts.

 al·ien·a·tion 

n.

1. The act of alienating or the condition of being alienated; estrangement.

2. Emotional isolation or dissociation.

3. Law The act of transferring property or title to it to another.

mis·er·a·ble

adj.

1. Very uncomfortable or unhappy; wretched.

2. Causing or accompanied by great discomfort or distress.

3. Mean or shameful; contemptible.

4. Wretchedly inadequate.

5. Of poor quality; inferior.

pen·e·tra·tion

n.

1. The act or process of piercing or penetrating something, especially:

a. The act of entering a country or organization so as to establish influence or gain information.

b. An attack that penetrates enemy territory or a military front.

c. Insertion of the penis into the vagina or anus.

2. The power or ability to penetrate.

3. The depth reached by a projectile after hitting its target.

4.

a. The degree to which a commodity, for example, is sold or recognized in a particular market.

b. The extent of influence that one culture or nation has on another.

5. The capacity or action of understanding; insight.

love  

n.

1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.

2. A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

3.

a. Sexual passion.

b. Sexual intercourse.

c. A love affair.

4. An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.

5. A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.

6. An expression of one's affection.

7.

a. A strong predilection or enthusiasm.

b. The object of such an enthusiasm.

8. Love Mythology Eros or Cupid.

9. often Love Christianity Charity.

10. Sports A zero score in tennis.

v. loved, lov·ing, loves

v.tr.

1. To have a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward (a person).

2. To have a feeling of intense desire and attraction toward (a person).

3. To have an intense emotional attachment to.

4.

a. To embrace or caress.

b. To have sexual intercourse with.

5. To like or desire enthusiastically.

6. Theology To have charity for.

7. To thrive on; need.

v.intr.

To experience deep affection or intense desire for another

hap·py 

adj. hap·pi·er, hap·pi·est

1. Characterized by good luck; fortunate.

2. Enjoying, showing, or marked by pleasure, satisfaction, or joy.

3. Being especially well-adapted; felicitous.

4. Cheerful; willing.

5.

a. Characterized by a spontaneous or obsessive inclination to use something. Often used in combination.

b. Enthusiastic about or involved with to a disproportionate degree. Often used in combination.

ex·hi·bi·tion·ism

n.

1. The act or practice of deliberately behaving so as to attract attention.

2. Psychiatry A psychosexual disorder marked by the compulsive exposure of the genitals in public.

nor·mal 

adj.

1. Conforming with, adhering to, or constituting a norm, standard, pattern, level, or type.

2. Biology Functioning or occurring in a natural way; lacking observable abnormalities or deficiencies.

4. Mathematics

a. Being at right angles; perpendicular.

b. Perpendicular to the direction of a tangent line to a curve or a tangent plane to a surface.

5.

a. Relating to or characterized by average intelligence or development.

b. Free from mental illness; sane.

n.

1. Something normal; the standard.

2. The usual or expected state, form, amount, or degree.

3.

a. Correspondence to a norm.

b. An average.

4. Mathematics A perpendicular, especially a perpendicular to a line tangent to a plane curve or to a plane tangent to a space curve.

en·joy·ment  

n.

1. The act or state of enjoying.

2. Use or possession of something beneficial or pleasurable.

3. Something that gives pleasure.

4. Law The exercise of a right

 

hy·poc·ri·sy

n. pl. hy·poc·ri·sies

1. The practice of professing beliefs, feelings, or virtues that one does not hold or possess.

2. An act or instance of such aforementioned behaviour.

cyn·i·cism

n.

1. An attitude of scornful or jaded negativity, especially a general distrust of the integrity or professed motives of others:

2. A scornfully or jadedly negative comment or act.

I think with time, one feels less resentful, if we treat each moment as an isolated event. Otherwise we start these comparative judgments that spoil new and potentially good encounters. Even if it is thought as an exercise of compassion towards these motthafukkas' that surround us. 

Loveyall' xxx

Some fashion I had in my head, hope u enjoy xx

"Global infrastructure as a medium of polity" 

                                           -ExtraStateCraft

Fantastic sculptures by Peteris Martinsons

...concept/idea - graphic speculation - physical model - concept/idea - graphic speculation - physical model...

...situation - question - answer - situation - question - answer - situation - question - answer...

(Madonna in a hurry to attend a concert in North Spain at a private location)

Also after impersonating her there are some remarks that I will like to make about how I felt as a woman and how it felt to be treated like a woman